beforelastlog?

 I don’t feel like I should, I don’t interact like I should, I don’t see things like I should, I don’t think like I should. I do nothing right. I have no reason to still be here and I’ve completed most of what I wanted to do. I go feeble things like my nails, a beanbag, a camera, a noise cancelling headphones, a computer, a phone, a vinyl player and whatever not. 


I feel so disconnected right now, tomorrow is the day, I’m not going to the noodle thing, I mean ramen, I have no connection no one I want to talk to, nothing I want to say to anyone, nothing that I want to express so there won’t be a letter, I think me doing the effort of doing a blog is fucking enough already even if nobody ever reads it fully, I suck i know that okays, I won’t soon, I really hope there’s something better outside of this toxic waste of what we have left of this world. That’s the only hope I have left so I hope it does come true 

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