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 I applied to college last week, hopefully I get accepted in my first choice, I like that school at least the look of it, I know that the workload is gonna kill me or cause me to get burnout often but I want to finally have the achievement of having something I want that no monetary value can buy.

Also my life can be explained by Orlando by XXXTENTACION




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