neverbeenhappier

 dear her,

it's been almost two weeks since my last blog post. not much has changed but I have thought a lot about numerous different things and aspects of my life and life in general. I have started to want to do more writing (creative writing, novels and etc), more exploring and more hobbies. I did a bit of everything, although, not much. I am again drained but on the other hand, I started looking into future things I maybe will be able to do like gardening. globally, I haven't progressed in some time not mentally, barely physically and definitely not philosophically. I, literally, have nothing to say so I might give up on this blog thing overall but whatever. it's not like I am doing anything, can't play, can't sing, can't write, can't draw, cannot do anything. hell, I even tried playing Minecraft and all was fine if not for my "family" barging in ten thousand times during my attempt to record a Minecraft video I don't know why I even tried to. I had just watched the Mumbo Jumbo video about Minecraft and what you can do to prevent burn out so I promptly decided to give it a try after months but no. this time, it was a no but not because of the game itself because I can't I couldn't even be left alone for 2 hours so I could attempt it. also, yesterday I did a workout in my room without any weight or anything. nonetheless, my body hurts now, I don't really have anything of substance to eat and I feel nauseous and drained. isn't life great? anyways here is a quote for old time's sake (I got to go get my noodles from the microwave and I am probably going to sleep super early because my life is like that)


"Depression is the overwhelming sense of numbness and the desire for anything that can help you make it from anything that can help you make it from one day to next"

 Mitch Clark 

 

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