I hope that they stop drafting people into military service.

 dear bulorne,

If I remember correctly A..., my first boyfriend/my first long-distance relationship (which sucked ass0. He had to do one, back in Serbia, but he got out of it because he had a broken rib. I wonder if he has had the surgery for it by now. 

Anyhow, people shouldn't be forced to do what the government wants. I shouldn't have been forced to go to school. I shouldn't be forced to pay stupid taxes and I shouldn't be forced to lose all my money if I win the lottery, just because there's a taxing system in place. Honestly, fuck them, GIVE THEM THEIR MONEY BACK, and start taking money from the rich assholes who think they own the world and can't even keep their wives.

I want people to dance in the middle of the street with no consequences, I want them to wake up one day and decide to treat themselves by taking a break from work and down the line they decide to switch jobs and they end up being happier than ever and that financial stability is the one to thank. I want us to be able to have the mere freedom that is feeling welcome to think what we want and feel what we want, as long as those things aren't hurting anyone nor ourselves, I, for example, sometimes look at the people from my year. I think "well that's a teenage social group" they are socializing, they're laughing, they're loving and most of all they're breathing, nevertheless, at that moment, I hoped that each and every one of them blooms to be the flower that they want, not what their parents want, not what their family expect and I hope they become exactly and unconditionally what they want, minus C... she can rot to hell for all I care because I was nice to her out of kindness. I felt that if I was nice, she could reciprocate it but she still made fun of me and honestly if she wants to be a bitch, she can be one in hell where that type of behaviour belongs. Mind you, I don't believe in hell or heaven because it's a human-based concept made by humans for humans to categorize things in life and ultimately for them to be able to feel some control or order in their "miserable/meaningless" lives. AS they probably see their lives as when that system is gone. Which is an interesting concept to think about since if let's say Tyler (he is fictional) decides to run over ducklings with his car and drive away, do we really want to believe that no punishment will be given to him either in this life or in the afterlife? NO, because that seems unfair and unbalanced. Furthermore, it makes being nice or kind feel useless since no consequences would be given if you behaved like Tyler. Don't be like him, please!


Florian. B


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