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Last year of High School! New Year of College!

 I’m making new friends and experiences. I’m coming out of my shell again and I’m scared it’s gonna happen again. I can believe someone would do that to me.  I used to be friend with this girl named E. E and I met through a friend named V and they were in friend group consisting of E, V, G and H. From time to time I would hangout with them at school. And during my last year of high school I fully integrated them as I had no other friend group, we did puzzles together, we ate fast food together, we played dnd in a group and eventually that group and a few other students decide to rent a limousine for prom.  A group chat was created to make the communication about the limousine more simpler. V wasn’t part of the group much in the last year of high school. E and I got closer in that year and even had planned to match for prom. I learned more about H and even went to their house once and met their dog. E and G had a fall out and both said things that can be regretful and H as...
 I can’t believe I don’t have a boyfriend anymore.  I think I want a boyfriend because I want another reason to be happy. I want the support that I see these online long time together relationship. I’m already happy but having a boyfriend just has proven to make me happier and knowing I have someone with whom to build something long term would make me feel more grounded.