Bulorne, /'byo͞olôrn/, noun, a synonym for rebirth, renewal, recovery or renaissance

 NO ONE. CAN FUKING HELP ME AND IMM SOOOO TIRED OF OTT ITTT

 I can sensé that people don’t like me or that I’m disturbing them and not a single person knows me or thinks about me unless they need something. I’m just inexistant, I always have been, even when I tried to reach out, even when I tried to be more involved. I don’t exist to anyone unless I’m in front of them. When I die no one will care and that’s a scary thought, because what’s the point of my life? Helping people? Doesn’t matter, I don’t exist and I never did and nothing I will ever do will matter for the rest of my nonexistent stupid life.

 I’m so fuckinggg tired of this living shit. I just want to rest in peace away from these crazy people who don’t make any sense ever! I’m tired of being me, I just want to be no one, 404notfound

 I just wish someone could just actually care about me as much as I care about them. although my wishes never really come true, it's my actions that come through.

 everybody has given up, it’s about time I give up on me too :)