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 I want to bang my head against a wall. I want to scream and shout outta my own head. I cannot do this anymore and I miss my boyfriend. I am so lonely while still having friends but no real close ones because the only person I can mostly trust is my boyfriend but he is so far why can't people give me money so I can bring him here or visit him, I miss him so much and I am tired of being alone all the time. I can't even cry anymore or work on personal projects because of school and meds. I can't with this anymore, WTFFFF AM I DOINNNNG!

4 oct.

 dear bulorne, The bird event happened again and he came to me even tho I moved seat. I’m a bit skeptical but I think I’ll ask the tarot cards later. I’m kinda believing it because I ask beforehand, in my thoughts, that if what happened was for me: “can you do it again with the same bird or another animal so I can be sure”. Hence they did, two seagulls came by. I think next time I’ll bring food for it to see what happens but this definitely made my day. I love animals and spirits. This is fun, even if I’m still skeptical. I’m starting to believe me.